Scared!

Im afraid of love you know
Completely terrified and have been for years!

It's not that I haven't loved or that I haven't spent time loving others.

But I have been doing so living in fear. I was loving but so afraid of loosing.

Weird twisted thing isn't it? I mean if u do feel love than shouldn't love automatically eliminate fear? Funny thing, it doesn't. It's like an evil circle. I just want to be able to turn my brain of! Stop doubting love so much..

Why then am I scared? I know myself! I know I have so much to offer! I have so much love to give and I don't look to bad either I have the confidence so why? Well it is easy to feel and think like that when your alone..but having someone else watching, judging...god it's scary..in my bubble?

Your welcome..just don't burst it, don't hurt me,I have been hurt, don't change me I just found myself again..just love me.

I mean who doesn't want to be in love?

I read something ones that sounded good. And maybe it is worth a try...